Sunday, August 22, 2010

A Rainbow Landed on My Doorstep


"flutterby love with a pink haired girl" oil on canvas 24x36 by bonnie rose

ok, so maybe it only seemed as though that is where on end of this full rainbow was planted as i noticed it when i left the gym this afternoon after an amazing long overdue workout.

back to the gym this week i was sore from yesterdays workout but it was only a reminder of how important physical activity is to me. the last two weeks i had only been a few times plus a hike because i have been so under the weather.

on the cross trainer, my heart rate increased and temperature rose, this is the point were my mind really starts to open along with my muscles. in ipod land my time at the gym or on a hike or walk (especially out doors) is were i feel most able to really open my mind, reevaluate what i'm doing, what i want and need from/for my body, also think about new projects, old unfinished projects - new people/relationships, past people/relationships...

then my mind drifted to sex. my last sexual encounter, the excitement of the next.....and then back to my art and how this energy is all revolving around my passion....and how best must i go about using and spreading this energy?!?

before i know it my 30min is done - i look down to see the work out summery flashing...i stop in a balance on the machine.... i drink water. i drink more. i feel it move out all the stuck energy that has now been relieved from my muscles. a weight is lifted...

and then i go lift weights. -- now strengthening my ideas and my body i am able to concentrate on specific areas of my body's strength and my minds thoughts.

before my workout is complete i must stretch and help all to come back to a center. a few yoga and dance moves along with breathing and focus on only my body and movement, i find my center once again. ready for what ever the world has to offer me as i leave the gym.

and what dose it have for me besides total beauty, well at least that is all i see. the sun kisses my skin with it warmth and a cool breeze blows over my body caring away any unwanted energy, a few rain drops wash away the sweat that has carried out the unwanted from with in threw my pours....

i make my drive home and notice an amazing rainbow that looks to land in the front yard of my new home; a giant smile comes across my face. i look around to see if anyone else notices its beauty, i look for someone to share my smile and joy with as we sit facing it at the red light; sadly i find no one who seemed to even notice any thing but what is in their head and the color of the traffic light....

to me this is just another gift, maybe this rainbow was just for me. a reminder of the beauty that is out there - even if no one else sees it - i must continue to drive toward it - fly with it - and inspire from it.

hope you all have found some magic in your own day....

Human Beauty


Beliefs control behavior. If we can modify our beliefs than we can alter our experience of life. If you look at a part of the human brain under a microscope that is responsible for belief- what you are met with are some of the most beautiful blue, purple and brown colors. It makes me think that human beings really can create beauty on earth.

Looking at the cytoplasm of cells beneath a microscope is an illumination of various colors and movements. It is like looking into another world where beauty and participation are uniform. This world is the natural state of our bodies when existing in peaceful and healthy conditions.

Inside and Out the human body I find inspires the deepest exploration we have ever known. If only you could see the depth of your beauty, create and inspire from it, expand and project movement with it, then truly our manifestation will arise.

Sunday, July 18, 2010

White Space


White space refers to the blank (white) area between written characters or graphic regions. It may also refer to, in visual arts, as negative space, the portions of a page left unmarked. In my art I haven't used much white paint or left a canvas blank in areas. It always seem to me to feel unfinished or like it was a mistake made. And the use of white as a highlight seems like such a cop out to the spectrum of colors created naturaly by highlights. The word 'negative' space it self isn't very appealing. Working mainly in acrylic and watercolor there are few times when the use of white seemed to work for me. In oils, white is used to add light. Oil painting is a process of adding light to dark layer after layer. Where in acrylic and, even more so, watercolor you are taking away light by adding paint layer by layer to cover up the light source, the paper or canvas.

So in fear of success I tend to cover up all the white. I've recently been giving up my control issue of domonation of white space and liking the results of the pure light with-in the painting. Keeping a cannel open to my soul, no vail of color. Allowing the lines to tell the story directed from my hand.

Saturday, July 17, 2010

Birds


Rising above the earth and soaring through the skies. Birds are symbols of power and freedom. They link the human world to the Divine or supernatural realms that lie beyond ordinary experience. I seek out birds now in my art to link my human self deeper to my soul. Birds are said to be the carrier of the human soul after death, so as my work deepens and becomes more mystical I take flight on the wings of inspiration. Owls teach us with their wisdom and patience, I ask everyday for the strength and patience to help me grow. When frustration happens and I become distracted from my true purpose and get impatient with my art. Their light weight bodies carry my heavy load and free me of my worries. It is said that birds enter the bodies of Shamans to inspire them. So I ask the birds now to be guide and carry me to my tree.

Thursday, February 25, 2010


i recently reconeced with someone i spent very inspirational and joyfull time with about two years ago. this is the time where i started my tree paintings, where for the first time i really saw my art as 'bonnie rose art' - it began to show a level of maturity and a life of its own. i felt like i finally knew how to tell the truth with my art. maybe because it was the point of my spiritual awakening when all the work i had been doing to center and find myself finally cracked something open in me to 'see the light'. it also was the time where i was finally telling myself the truth about my behavior. struggling still with the misbehaving - acting against the person i really wanted to be, such as bartending and party party at the row that is full of pretentiousness and false affection.

as thing do, 'happen for a reason', we couldn't continue to be together. complete wrong place wrong time kinda thing. amazingly enough, or perhaps a manifestation created from honesty, respect, self-reflection, growth, "love", we reconnected in a new place and a new time as, maybe not new people, but more realized souls. brilliant thing about it is we had both realized and accepted (before we even reconnected) what went wrong both in the other and in our self during our relationship. he even wrote and recorded a song about it. a line in the song says, 'your making bubbles and i paint them back'. referring to a collaboration art project we were working on when we first dated, where i was painting (in like bubble gum pink color) circles/bubbles all over, really randomly, on this large canvas where there was a handfull of other artist painting as well. he was going to each of them in a row and filling them in black.

the other night on my way over to his place i made a pitstop. in the parking lot, just after the sun set and the sky was a deep ocean blue, there were these really gnarly trees reaching up to the crescent moon that crisply lit the night, i took a quick phone photo of them. i shared them with a friend who's got me recently examining the darker side of beauty. something i havent really done much of lately since Spikes Vampire Bar (burning man camp i was with 4 years) is no more. this inspired me.

last night i was working on four trees, watercoloring away in my bright vibrant colors, thinking about later in the night getting to hang out with the musician *smiles*... reflecting on the research i did yesterday on dreams, dream yoga, and lucid dreaming. where there is much discussion about the importance of awakening and being presents in every way. reminding me that

"…the waking state is not permanent. It comes and goes every twenty four hours. And yet, according to the great sages, there is something in us that is “always conscious,” that is literally conscious or aware at all times through all states, waking, dreaming, sleeping. And that “ever present awareness is Spirit in us”. That underlying current of constant consciousness (or non-dual awareness) is a direct and unbroken ray of pure Spirit itself."

therefore, my negligence of a darker side of my art has stiffened me in awakening and understanding my whole self. even blocking my full potential on the brighter side of my work.

“The unexamined life is not worth living.”

Socrates believed that the only thing that made life useful: Examining the world around him and discussing how to make the world a better place. Without his “examined life” there was no point in living.

so maybe its time to paint some black bubbles. or at least these trees.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Summer Events

This summer i will be doing a lot of fun community events around the bay. i will be working with pacific art collective at the ongoing third friday of the month event Down Town Campbell Art walk where we have a community canvas where everyone is welcome to join in and paint - also we have a artist gallery and inside a DJ and live bands; we are located at the Sanoma Chicken Coop, starts at 6pm and goes tell 12am.

Also with the PAC crew, i'll be out every thursday night in Plaza de Cesar Chavez (Market Street between San Fernando and San Carlos streets) down town San Jose 5:30pm-9:15pm (below is the awesome line up we will see) this event is also free and great for all ages! we will also be having a community canvas where everyone is welcome to join in and paint and an artist gallery.

Check out Los Gatos on wednesday nights 6-9pm for jazz on the plazz, Free, i'll be shucking oysters and showing my art work - this is a great event with world class music; but get there eirly for a good seat.

Keep an eye out on my website for upcoming events! http://bonnieroseart.com/events

more info on these events below;
http://pacificartcollective.com/
http://www.downtowncampbell.com/eventinfo.php?eventid=3814
http://www.sjdowntown.com/eve_eve_mus.html
http://www.jazzontheplazz.com/

as always thank you all for your amazing support
love and rockets
bonnie rose

San Jose Music in the Park line up
THIS THURSDAY: Evolution (Journey tribute) and Long Gon Bonl (bon-era AC / DC tribute)
June 11: Sierra Leone's Refugee Allstars (world / reggae)
June 18: Third Eye Blind (alternative rock); supported by Pilot Speed playing a full set
June 25: Pete Escovedo (latin jazz)
July 2: The Tubes (classic rock)
July 9: Eek-A-Mouse (reggae)
July 16 Pato Banton (reggae)
July 23: Matt Nathanson (pop / rock); supported by MiGGs
July 30: Colin Hay of Men at Work (pop)
August 6: Anthony David (R&B)
August 13: Better Than Ezra (pop / rock)
August 20: Sonny Landreth (blues / rock)
August 27: White Album Ensemble (Beatles tribute)

Thursday, May 7, 2009

First Time in The Big Apple



howdy friends and art lovers! i'll be heading out to New York for my first time to this mystic and inspiring city. what amazing adventure and bliss i will find i know i'm ready for it. here are a few stops i'll be making along the trip.




i'll post pic as i go (you know me, i'll take a ton of them)

as aways thanks for the support and for beliving in me.... heres to seeing what inspiration and creation i'll get from this next big thing

Saturday, April 25, 2009

Mystic Phoenix



"creative people are driven to periodic symbolic self-annihilation and rebirth, much like the mythic phoenix. when the phoenix sense death encroaching, it would build a nest of wood, which was then subjected to the full force of the sun's heat. the sun set the nest and the bird to blazes, burning them to ashes and charred bones. the mysterious miracle of the fire bird was that a new phoenix was born out of the ashes" Alex Grey - from 'the mission of art'

i've been thinking a lot about the phoenix and the power to build a nest and rebirth and all that is associated with its mystic. i've done a lot of research and here are three of the new works i just finished last night. its a symbol of immortality, resurrection and life after death (or hard times). high virtue and grace. union of yin and yang. giving hope to those who need it.

with its great beauty, creates intense excitement and deathless inspiration. the phoenix marks a new era by descending from the heavens to do good deeds for people. with these times, there is hope with can get threw it, we are reborn even more beautiful then before.

please enjoy - thanks for the support!

love and rockets,
bonnie rose

www.bonnieroseart.com

"i have the power to lay down my life, and i have the power to take it again"

Campbell Art Walk with PAC




every third friday in down town campbell Pacific Art Collective comes out at gets our art on with the community. . . read the artical it tells all about the amazing project i've been working on with pacificartcollective.com - bonnieroseart.com
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New San Jose Mercury News article posted today!
http://www.mercurynews.com/ci_12215329?IADID=Search-www.mercurynews.com-www.mercurynews.com

New video from last Friday's event.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsPc47-94Us

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here are some of my photos:
http://www.kodakgallery.com/ShareLanding.action?c=drvaxfp.co6fvl6t&x=0&y=-jkv9gs&localeid=en_US&cm_mmc=site_email-_-site_share-_-core-_-view_photos_button

ALSO - new updates and videos on my site www.bonnieroseart.com


thank you all for your love and support

always,
bonnie rose

Thursday, August 14, 2008

my art in this gallery

Come celebrate the Grand Opening of my new store
this Saturday evening from 6:00 pm to 9:00 pm.
The party will be immediately following the Fiesta
de Artes festival, which takes place at the Civic
Center in Los Gatos.

There will be wine and hors d'oeuvres and a chance
to meet many of the artists.

We're located at 11 1/2 North Santa Cruz Avenue, in
the heart of downtown Los Gatos.

Hope to see you all there!!
Amy

AZUCA
11 1/2 North Santa Cruz Ave
Los Gatos CA 95030

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Burning Man Bucket List

Burning Man Bucket List
Current mood: excited


this is awesome - it comes from a burning on tribe.net
http://people.tribe.net/fucko

1. To promote art, art community and art awareness.
2. To practice creative expression through prankism, hypocrasy illumination and irony celebration.
3. To produce vehicles for forward thinking, idea expansion and conceptual explorations.


This post is part of all three. I hope it helps.

INSPIRA
One of the best things about Burning Man is all the amazing unexpected things you encounter at random and the way it changes you. great ideas are not always original ideas, they are just great ideas. The following is a list of some concepts ideas and projects that have been inter inspired with me and mine since our time at Burningman. It's sort of a Burningman Bucket List that keeps growing as the years pass. Maybe it will inspire you to add to it's pool.

Make some temporary art ~ it could be anything. Make it out of cardboard and string. Make it out of a old chair. paint it, write it, glue it, burn it, step on it, bike over it. Engage yourself in the experience of building something meaningful for you, and let it go.

Meet five people on the internet and then try to hook up with them on the playa. The experience may not be all positive, but it will make you grow more un afraid of strangers.

Sit down, anywhere, and listen. Just listen to it. The thumpa thumpa mixed with,, well you hear it for yourself.

Find a very tall structure to observe from, put some ear plugs in and try to describe the patterns you witness. Try to see what connects everything, what separates. What are the rhythms of movement , design and character.

Burn something. Something valuable. Something symbolic. Something that needs to be burned.

Tell someone how you really feel. Tell the truth, the whole truth. Tell them exactly how much you love or hate them. They may not feel better, but you will. (do yourself a favor and warn them first).

Do something that makes you venerable.

Throw a fit of rage and scream and cry for as long as you physically can. (also a good idea to warn others first)

Do something that expresses thanks. Any act of gratitude that is sincere and heartfelt will do.

Pull a prank. Become playfully expressive with others. The only way to build trust is exercise it.
The only way to exercise it, is to play with it.

Interview People~ Literally , take a notebook, a camera, anything and go up to people and tell them you want to interview them for no other reason than for the sheer experience. No art project, no news paper, no internet or anything for reprint. Just pure curiosity meets discovery.


The You-Know-What Petition ~ start a petion about " You- Know -What" . and when people say, " no, I don't know what " you say " yoouu know" with a big smile. And when they say , ' what? like sex?, drugs?, midgets? " you smile, shrug your shoulders and say " well , yoouu know" wink wink". just keep it up.

Hundred Pennies Contest ~ Try to give a single penny to someone. When they accept the penny , take their picture.
The first person to give away all their pennies, wins " You know what."

Participation Police~ A lot like the Fashion police only you give ticket to people for various "Participation Infractions"
Biking without a bullhorn. Driving and art car without a raver. Shirt no pants. 10 feet without a hugging a stranger and the famous "You know what you did." ticket

Stand in the street with safety traffic sign, vest and whistle and direct traffic into other people's camp's.

Years ago, Audacity Camp used to wait for the Port o pottoes to fill up,
and then quicky run over, set up their chairs (around 10 ) and when people came out,
they would hold up dismount score cards.
They even had a MC with a bullhorn and would give out cirtificates for perfect ten scores.

Get yourself a wagon and a coller.
Attach it to your Bicycle and roam about the playa giving cold carrots to people.
Dress like a bunny.

Dress Like Darth Vader and roam from camp to camp
asking very politely for the whereabouts of the rebel base.

Try to get around the Playa on a wheelchair.

Fill ballons with propane and tie long string to them.
Lite the string and stand back.

Find a burn barrel and shoot it with white gas from a squirt gun.

Build a catapult that will throw flamming debris into the air.
Teams of people stand in the drop zone with giant metal shields.
Teams to capture the most flamming stuff win.

Wrestle a giant 10 foot tall penis out in the open playa.

Carry a blow up sex doll dressed like a raver to all the parties.


Push a cart around camp sunday Morning yelling " Bring out your dead"

Bring an amp and a microphone and play happy "birthday to you" every morning on a kazoo.

Set up a parachute with a TV inside it that playa nothing but vintage sex education tapes.

Bring a Leaf Blower.

Get one of those two person donky suits and walk around trying to get someone to operate it with you.

Wear a giant sandwich board sign that reads
" I am MOOP"

Build an art bike.

Make day long documentary.

Baby-sit someone so they can get super high.

Walk around with a blindfold for a few hours.

Build a costume from creative item reuse( cds, records, tapes, legos, shoes, etc)

Take up a bunch of 2x4s nails plywood and a saw~ build some art thing as you go.

Take a puppet that can only speak the absolute open and honest truth.

Design a harmless prank that exposes a hypocrisy.

Drink deep the colors of the playa

Boogie with your mouth open.

Wrestle an imaginary enemy.

Fuck yourself silly.

Kiss a not so well known friend passionately.

Hold hands with a stranger as you are walking somewhere.

Stand in awe.

Yell at the top of your lungs something that only makes sense to you.

Sing a song you invented.

Hug a stranger in thanks.

Burn something valuable.

Blow up something delicate.

Lie.

Tell a secrete.

Admit a difficult truth.

Reach out for help.

Let your memory do it's job.

Intervene in a way that makes someone happy.

Be affected.

Some more ideas~


~ irony exploitation ~ excessive survival ~ mockery art camping
~ furniture cars ~ art car demolition ~ temporary brilliance treking
~ foam parties ~ klownology ~ radical backpacking
~ disorder planning ~ insane spectacle ~ mobile self expression
~ decorated naked people ~ fetish illumination ~ tent gallery
~ dangerous bonfires ~ flash art mob ~ backpack a go go
~ unexpected sights ~ 24 hr art ~ pirate radio rave
~ moment liberation ~ alternative energy ~ canopy camping
~ outdoor canvass ~ interactive performance ~ mystery orienteering
~ purposely blurred vision ~ art rave ~ sex doll rafting / surfing
~ bike chariots ~ extreme chef ~ critical campsite
~ portable expressive living ~ recycle costumes ~ port o party
~ innovative inner dialogue ~ armature designer jewelry ~ micro culture jamming
~ boundary technology ~ billboard liberation ~ irony campout
~ physical indulgence ~ nonsense graffiti ~ nonsense portage and haulage
~ celebration explosion ~ body art ~ cavebration
~ mankind on brainstorm ~ kinetic csound ~ theme camp of one
~ sobriety tripping ~ massive moment sculpture ~ silliness expedition
~ flammable arts ~ collective consciousness ~ DIY rave
~ dance naked ~ unauthority ~ High Adventure Formal Dining
~ extreme decomodification ~disposession ~ backpack disco

Some Burningman experiences often require more a state of mind that a set of rules. Read between the lines and find yourself.

Ÿ Some Burningman DJ's use a...... Bullhorn
Ÿ Some Burningman Artist take their trash home and Burn their art.
Ÿ Some Burningman Participants don't make REAL BURNINGMAN LIST (beat ya too it hahahaha)
Ÿ Some Burningman Organizers pay for their own ticket
Ÿ Some Burningman DPW build things that make no sense in an area of no usefulness.
Ÿ Some Burningman Reporters are too high to report actual news.
Ÿ Some Burningman Radio is an assault to one's comformity. (comfort / conform)
Ÿ Some Burningman Sports is trying to sleep in that fucking heat.
Ÿ Some Burningman Advice is never mentioning Burningman.com
Ÿ Some Burningman Love is coping a feel off everyone you hug.
Ÿ Some Burningman Is painting your ass red and having your friend chase you around with two rubber horns duct taped to their bike.
Ÿ Some Burningman Means trying to see how much you can feel like that person, who when afraid, is afraid who you will become if set free.
Ÿ Some Burningman Makes no Clear sense!
Ÿ Some Burningman Wants you trying not to be affected by anything around you for as long as possible and being grateful when you fail.
Ÿ Some Burningman Clothing designers use fire retardant materials to make G string undies.
Ÿ Some Burningman Chefs Cook better on the Playa than they do at home.
Ÿ Some Burningman Has a soundtrack...whether music is playing or not.
Ÿ Some Burningman Faith is knowing the point is to interfere.
Ÿ Some Burningman People not only maintain a sense of humor and irony, they can hear the terms of endearment in an insult.
Ÿ Some Burningman Consumers know it's ok to SHOP for "BURNER" shit, it's just lame to SELL or MARKET.... "BURNER" shit.
Ÿ Some Burningman Advocates know to DO more and CRITICIZE less... unless it's funny to do more criticizing or the criticizing is funny.
Ÿ Some Burningman Students are audible dyslexic, vision repaired and especially misabled.
Ÿ There is no such thing as Burningman.

Saturday, June 28, 2008

new web site

www.bonnieroseart.com

thanks for the support